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Part 5 of 7

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 28, 2009, 11:51 AM
Is there someone you'd wait forever for?
no one honestly, I’m done waiting

Are you wearing a bracelet, who got it for you?
yeah, Jenn made it for me

Would you date someone right now if they asked you?
that depends on the guy, because really I don’t feel like putting up with the crap guys give at the moment

How long was your last phone conversation?
3 mins I guess

Who was it with?
my sister

Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
frankly, I don’t know I was too confused

Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
I guess I’d be cute, I’d show how much the person cares for me :3

What were you doing at 10 o'clock this morning?
I was asleep

If you married the last person that texted you what would your last name be?
Aishah Evans

Expecting something to change in the next month?
maybe my luck?

Is there someone who can always make you smile?
Destiny and Andy, they make a great comedy duo :D lol

Is there someone that can always make things better?
Jess and Sarah are for tht

Excited for anything?
my birthday

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1a.m, I went to the movies again with some new friends ( I seem to be doing that a lot lately) and the movie ran late

If your boyfriend or girlfriend cheated on you, would you take them back?
Thts hard to say, it really depends on who I’m dating at the moment, if the guy really didn’t have a good reason, which I’m sure half the time they wouldn’t, I wouldn’t take them back

At the moment, do you terribly miss someone?
my friends

Will you be in a relationship next month?
who knows if fate plans it to be

Can you go a day without thinking about the person that’s on your mind now?
I guess, if I tried

Are you stuck in the past?
always

When was the last time you were truly happy?
last summer when the whole gang, jesse, andy, sarah, destiny, gabe, jenn, and I were actually given permission to go camping together. It was a blast, from pushing andy into the creek and getting him soaked, to scaring gabe and sarah that bears were outside out our tents, to actually scarring me with horror stories… ^^; and too the good laughs we had around the campfire while me made smores… yeah…good times. I think it was the only time I was truly happy, careless, and worry-free. I wish we could all do tht again D:

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
many times

Name some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
Shaking-sugarcult
Sleep, everyone –;power space
Wont even start- David choi

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
… to be truthful, yes

When will your next kiss be?
who knows

Did you get anything off your chest today?
nope, I wish I did

Do you need to say anything to someone?
yeah, to many ppl

Do you own an iPod?
yup, and I love it so

Is the person you like older or younger than you?
not really, I usually tend to like ppl my age or a bit older than me

When was the last text you sent?
2 mins ago

What's your favorite number out of 3, 7, 11, and 29?:
11

do you have a project due anytime this week?
nope

How was this past weekend?
indifferent

Did you hang out with anyone today?
not yet

Last song you listened to?
The adventure- angels & airwaves

Do you have a dining room in your house?
yea

Do you have trouble letting things from your past go?
Definitely

Do you give up easily?
not really, but I sometimes lack the motivation I need

How much older than you was the last person you kissed, if they were older?
I kissed??, well the last guy I dated, I really didn’t like and never gave him a chance to even kiss me… ^^; but the guy before, was actually older, he was one year and about 5 months older

What's the last thing you wrote on a post it note?
;pronouns” I was sectioning my latin book

What was the last thing you wished for?
… hmm don’t think you want to know, I was pissed off when I wished it ^^;

Do you think you're a good person?
my parents don’t seem to think so

Are you at least a little bit cold right now?
yeah, freezing! Its so cold

Would you decline if the last person you kissed proposed to you?
yeah, I cant see my life successful with him

Does the last person you called know your parents?
yeah…. She’s their daughter… -_-;;

Was 'I love you' said in your last relationship?
yeah, but I know it was never meant

Is your best friend in love?
one of them is, I’m happy for her :aww:

Is there food in your room right now?
nope

Do your friends like your current bf/gf/crush?
yeah, they’re my best friend too, so it works out

Do you always forget to put your seatbelt on?
nope, safety first :D

Do you text the person you like?
I don’t like anyone at the moment

Is your birthday past the 10th of its month?
yup, feb 14th ^^

Has a bf/gf ever forgotten your birthday?
never so far, like i said its on valentines day, so it’d suck if they ever did

Does chicken soup really make you feel better when you're sick?
don’t drink/eat it

Did you celebrate the one-month in your last relationship?
not even

Has your best friend had their heart broken recently?
the other one has, it was sad, the guy was an immature jerk

Do you usually eat supper with your family?
I’m forced to do so

Is your boyfriend or girlfriend a pain in the ass?
I guess not because I don’t have one :P

Do you like the color green?
not really, it’s 5th on my list

Ever eaten soap?
I don’t think so

What song are you listening to right now?
Numb- Linkin Park

Is there a place you would like to visit?
Japan, it’s like n.y.c but Japanese ^^ lmao

Have you ever fallen into a mud puddle?
Luckily never, *knocks on wood*

Do you like winter?
I’m starting to like it, at least you don’t sweat like a pig when u do one task

Are you in a band?
no, but I like the idea

What's your favorite non-alcoholic beverage?
a mocha frappichino

Do you listen to rap?
when it comes up in a song, otherwise no

Do you regret anything?
a lot of things, but I tend to forget them after awhile

What are you excited about?
Christmas season

Are you an artist?
you tell me

Do you have an addiction?
to coffee, and hand sanitizers lmao

How many pillows do you sleep with?
two, one under my head, and one I hug…lol

Do you like hugs and kisses?
very much :love:

Plans for Friday?
next Friday is far away, idk yet

Been embarrassed in public?
I really can’t recall a time I was

Have you been in trouble with the cops?
never

Is there anything about yourself you are trying to or want to improve?
my laziness and procrastination

Are you confused about anything right now?
If I should or should not make myself some hot chocolate

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Probably not

Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
no, but I have slapped someone the face, Andy and I were just kidding around, and it was a light slap, so no worries there folks

Do you miss anything or anyone?
how many times was this question asked??

What makes you laugh no matter what?
the show Wild `N out

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
not really

Who was the last person you talked to?
my dad

Do you get butterflies around the guy you like?
who doesn’t

Do you lie about your age?
why should i? I like my age

Do you lie your way out of things?
yeah, a lot especially when im in trouble, I try not to sometimes though

Are you happy with yourself?
somewhat… -no

What's one thing you can do without getting bored ?
nothing, I tend to get bored really easily

When did you last cry?
3 nights ago

Do you believe in religion?
yea

Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
…oddly I have, long story

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
no, but I’ve probably past it along

Do you think your future will be a good one?
I hope so, if not, then idk what I should be looking forward too

Do you think you were raised well?
Ask me that when I’m about to die

How do you handle stress?
i bottle it up, which I don’t really is tht good…. I know one day I’ll burst creating a huge mess

How would you spend your last day alive?
Being with the people I love, my friends, having good old laughs, remembering my life when I was young, do things I did when I was young, and just forget the fact I was about to die and really just be truly happy before I do, so I have no regrets

Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
Probably not

Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Passion, everything else just falls into that category.

Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
I bounce around, but I know who my true group is

Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
I don’t know, I’ve never tried

When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
3 months ago, but I really don’t know if I meant it

Do your parents really know YOU?
they claim they go, but they don’t understand, I’m sure of it

Any friends get annoying?
Not really, but there this one kid tht is SOOO annoying, ire ally wouldn’t consider him a friend though

PART 2!

1. what are three ways to win your heart?
1. 100% caring for me, no matter what I might do
2. sweet, and loyal
3. and being able to accept me for ALL of me, even my flaws

2. do you like lightning?
its magical

3. have you ever cut someone else’s hair?
nope

4. last person you said ‘I hate you’ to?
… i haven’t said that since like 2 years ago, I’ve really dropped the phrase, it really is a strong word, it hurts to say and have someone say it to you, so I stopped

5. rain or sunshine?
Rains ^^

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone?
I thought he was taking a picture?? (.. lol long story short, the guy in the movie was actually shooting someone not taking a picture… *faceplam* )

7. biggest turn off?
well on a guy, its definitely if he smells good or not

8. Fave movie?
Across the Universe

9. Would you date someone who smokes?
I really wudnt care, as long he never forces me to do it

10. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
to that, definitely not, tht would cause major conflicts and problems

11. What’s your biggest turn on, physically?
mine to other ppl?? Well i guess my dimples and smile, all the guys I date tend to compliment that, I guess that nice =)

12. would you have sex w/ someone you weren’t dating?
I would hope not, but it’s a thing I cant control, I mean I can, but what if I was hard core drunk when I was like 24 or something?(which I hope never happens) btu still I cant say

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?
Only one, since I really never break up with him, he did with me

14. have you ever dated someone more than once?
Not really, once its done, its done

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?
ED WESTWICK!!!!!! :love: hm…. He’s so dreamy XD

16. what’s your relationship status?
A single lady

17. do you like cuddling?
More than ever, I like it more than a kiss sometimes, cuddling just shows the guy really does care for you

18. do you hold grudges?
many

19. do you regret dating anyone?
only one

20. hugger or kisser?
hugger, its cute

21. missing someone?
many ppl

22. most important lesson you’ve learned from your exes?
never take a relationship too serious or too close to ur heart, who knows when the guy might break ur heart?

23. are you happier single or in a relationship?
so-so , single gives u the freedom to flirt guiltless, but relationships are always comforting

24. how important are looks?
equal to personality

25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice?
a healthy mixture of both please :aww:

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you’ve dated?
I try not to, but its ends up I always do

27. would you fight for someone you wanted to be with?
if I knew it was worth it

28. do you kiss on the 1st date?
no, tht’s what 2nd dates are for

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
well if I really loved them, then yes, but with a few conditions :evillaugh:

30. some random girl comes up to you and says “who the hell are you”? What do you say back?
Aishah, remember the name next time, I’ll understand if you can’t, you obviously look like a dimwit. :P

31. are you spoiled?
I hope not

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?
1. lies!!
2. lack of desire for each other
3. the nervousness in the beginning

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
…really?? Lol but if you ask, I’ll answer….
I think all of them wud actually lol, Gabe and Sarah have the body for it, who knows what freaky things Destiny and Andy might do O_O (no really they’re pretty freaky that way), and Jenn, along with Jesse are pretty perverted…. Who knows the fun things they might do with their customers…. Lmao

34. did you miss anyone today?
I think u’ve asked this question for like the billionth time!

35. last person to see you cry?
I don’t cry in front of ppl, but the only other person I have, is in front of Jesse, I know I cud trust him

36. Who/what made you cry?
my parents and the crap I have to put with everyday, really I think the reason was I was just lettin gout some of the things I’ve bottled up

37. are you a forgiving person?
yeah I wud think so

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
never, tht’d eventually cause probs

39. I’ve come to realize the last person who gave me a hug...
really does care for me

40. are most of your friends guys or girls?
an equal amount ironically, it balances out nicely lol

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out ?
depend son the occasion, but usually 20-30 mins

42. how many people do you know of named Adam ?
only 1

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders ?
2 of them were, back in like elementary school lol

44. what was the last thing you burnt ?
my tongue with really hot coffee

45. what is your full name?
thts a very stalkerish question….
Aishah Saiyadah …… (sorry no last name, who knows what kind of ppl are out there O_o, but I will give you a hint, unlike the rest of my name which is totally Arabic/Egyptian, my last name is actually 100% Italian like my dad’s lol)

46 what color is the bra you have on now ?
Um… black?

47. do you straighten your hair every day?
I guess probably a few times a month, but not to much

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?
My mom does, she thinks its not right for a girl my age to have it this big, but they really aren’t I guess, their slighter larger than normal that’s it. I think its normal, not too big, not too small….. wow am I really talking about this ???? O_O

49. are you the typical girl who’s addicted to gossip?
I hate gossip, it gets confusing in the ens

50. what are your favorite girly magazines?
Cosmogirl

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
lol yeah, that’s that girls do :P

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
only once, only because the main guy loved the girl so much that he denied marrying her because he knew he as about to die soon, and so instead helped the the guy and girl’s other best guy friend get married.
I cried at the part the girl found he was about to die and went to the hospital where the guy died DX

53. would you leave the house without makeup on?
sometimes

54. what’s the biggest turn on about guys?
their forearms… lol it’s sexy, look at it one day. You could tell they’d hug you good if they’re hot looking… lmao and their scent.

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle?
in the middle

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
nope, blue is ^^

57. what’s the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
my jacket

58. what color do you absolutely despise?
none, they’re all unique in their own way lol

59. have you ever stole?
from my sisters

60. have you set your hair on fire?
O_o ah no

61. do you wear sweat pants?
only at home

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?
actually, many…..yeah its weird

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn’t see it?
lmao yeah, the clear back doors, which leads to deck

64. doesn’t 50 Cent suck?
SO MUCH!

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo )?
yes :D

66. do you act gangster?
um.. noo….

67. ever made a prank phone call?
lmao so many!

68. last kiss?
a while ago

69. what bill do you hate paying most?
I don’t pay any

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
I’ve never had a romantic dinner really, if anything just a romantic day together watching movies or something at the guy’s place

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up?
an artist ^^

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy?
cuddle and lay next to each other, just taking in each other’s scent and talking

73. when did you first start feeling older?
when I hit the age of 13

74. favorite guilty pleasure?
sneaking out when u know u’re not allowed to leave the house

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
garret hedlund XDDDD :love:

76. what famous person would you like to date?
both ed westiwick and garret hedlund. We’ll all have a grand time together :love: :love:

78. what do you hate about your school?
the lunch menu

79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own?
well when I hang out with my friends, in their room, I usually lay on their bed, and I think the last time I laid on some else’s bed was at the party at Jesse’s house, on his bed for the time when the gang threw my going away party.

80. have you lost a friend recently?
no

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
well there was tht camping trip with my friends, and there were these other times were parties turned into sleepovers

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
whenever its needed

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget?
forgive

84. do you give out second chances too easily?
I know I shouldn’t but I do

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes?
yeah most definitely

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
when I was 10

88. can you make yourself cry?
if I tried, I can

89. is your life simple or complicated?
soo complicated

90. are you easily confused?
.. idk ask me that later

92. are you taller than 5′4″?
yeah 5’6”

93. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
I don’t think so

94. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
its 100% natural

95. does everything really happen for a reason?
I can tell it does

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Whisper-Evanessence

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me...? hm... there is sooo much to talk about myself XD lol jk, well for the most part i like art, well i mean u guys could never guess, right? lol but yeah if i think of anything else to add, i'll update later XD

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: U.S
  • Interests: music, art, anything creative
  • Favourite movie: Across the Universe
  • Favourite band or musician: ...at the moment SafetySuit
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Rock and sometiems just a mix of all genres
  • Favourite artist: Claude Monet (love the landscapes)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Bradstreet
  • Favourite photographer: too hard to choose, so many
  • Favourite style of art: impressionism (too bad its so beautiful i cant even paint it myself lol, i want to learn though)
  • Operating System: Mac
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod
  • Shell of choice: a sea shell....?
  • Favourite game: between Track or Lacrosse
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: too many, i cant choose
  • Personal Quote: The only way a secret can be kept between two, is if the of other person is dead
  • Tools of the Trade: sketch pad and a plain old pencil

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:thanks: Thank you for the :+fav:

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ur very welcome :D ur work really is amazing

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well i'm honoured that you think so

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:)

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Thank you for the watch, I'm very flattered you using my journal skin :hug:

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no problem, ur gallery was amazing and detailed, cant wait to see what else you draw :)

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thanks a ton for the :+fav:
Cheers!

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ur very welcome, it really is a great journal skin, you won brownie points becasue its my fav color combo lol, but still just wish someone wud code it so i cud use it...

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haha!
Yea me too.. well im pretty sure my friend will finish this soon..

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awesome :D cant wait lol

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